Yeah, I'm actually listening to the song as I'm writing this. I figured it'd be the appropriate song to play.
Albert and I were talking last night, since we were taking a quick three hour work break, and one of the topics that came up was drinking, of course. He mentioned that when you're really drunk you end up confessing a lot of stuff on your mind. Really? Well this came up cause he wanted to see Darryl drunk, and see what he would confess. Everyone wants to see Darryl drunk, and hell, even I wanna see Darryl drunk, but I'm pretty sure I'd be drunk beside him so it's not like I'd remember anything.
So, I thought this was kinda interesting. I'm not like a binge drinker or anything, but I think sometimes it's just pretty fun. I wanna try this sometime and see what I have to confess, and have other people, who are sober, witness this and tell me what I say. I think we can all agree I'm pretty closed off, but I'm sure there's like some kind of subconscious thoughts lost somewhere deep in my mind. I don't really have any secrets, except for like one thing that I still have on my mind, but I don't think I would talk about it with random people. We should definitely try this next time RJ comes back. Thursday nights at Albert's? Yes!
Monday, March 30, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Rinoa
Squall: “You wanted to talk about something, right? What is it?”
Rinoa: “Umm…well it’s about your promotion. Things are gonna get real tough for you, huh?”
Squall: (I don’t want to think about it.)
Rinoa: “Squall, I’m sure there’ll be a lot of difficult things that you’ll have to deal with from now on. We were talking about that, and saying how you’ll probably try to handle everything on your own.”
Squall: (I probably will.)
Rinoa: “They know you too well. I do, too, although I haven’t been around you that long. Y’know, when you start thinking, you tend to frown like this.”
Squall: “I’m out of here.”
Rinoa: “Oh come on! I’m sorry! But really, we were saying that…well… You can’t handle everything on your own.”
Squall: “!!!”
Rinoa: “That’s it! Just let out anything! Anything… We want you to talk to us a little more. That’s all. Y’know, if there’s anything you want to tell us, or anything we can do, don’t hesitate to let us know. I know it’s not easy but I wish you would trust us, and rely on us a little more.”
Squall: (Am I that untrusting…? Maybe I’m this way because I’m scared. Nothing lasts in this world. It feels great to have friends who believe in you, and adults you can rely on. That’s why it’s so dangerous, especially if you become used to it. Someday you’re bound to lose everything. Everybody around you will be gone. Then what are you left with? Nothing. Nobody… It’s so miserable. And it’s inevitable. It’s so hard to recover from something like that. I never ever want to deal with that again. I can’t. Even if it means being alone… …for the rest of my life.)
Rinoa: “What a night. Great music… Good-looking guy… Not only is he good-looking. He’s the sweetest guy…a great listener. Right now, he’s seriously thinking about what I said. He’s shy and doesn’t say anything, but I know. So, what do you think? None of our business?”
Squall: “I appreciate your concern… But…”
Rinoa: “No ‘buts’! Just think about this. This might be the only time we’ll all be together. So, as long as we’re together, we might as well enjoy each other’s company and…just talk, right?”
Squall: “…Just for now, huh? Forget it. I don’t want friends who won’t be around tomorrow.”
Rinoa: “Gosh, you’re such a pessimist. There are no guarantees in the future. That’s why TODAY, the time we have now, is important. Squall, we wanna help you, as much as we can, for as long as we can. We all love you. There, I said it. Please don’t freak out. We just wanna live, y’know, live through this time with you, together.”
Squall: “……Together…?”
Rinoa: “Keep it in the back of your mind. Call on us whenever you need to. We’ll be waiting. Like I said, who knows what’s gonna happen in the future…but I have a feeling we’ll be together for a while. So, what’s on your mind? Do you have any dreams, Squall? Anything you want to do with your life?”
Squall: (……I’ve never thought about it.) “That’s something I’d rather not talk about. What about you?”
Rinoa: “…I don’t know. I guess I’d rather not talk about the future, either. But right now…I wanna stay right here…like this.”
I don't see how they could create such an amazing fictional character with probably the greatest personality. Pretty much the main reason Final Fantasy VIII is my favorite game, solely because of the relationship between Squall and Rinoa. I need to play this game over once again to experience the excellent dialogue and the developing relationship between the two main characters. I wouldn't mind a relationship like this. Find me a Rinoa in real life and I'll give you $20.
Rinoa: “Umm…well it’s about your promotion. Things are gonna get real tough for you, huh?”
Squall: (I don’t want to think about it.)
Rinoa: “Squall, I’m sure there’ll be a lot of difficult things that you’ll have to deal with from now on. We were talking about that, and saying how you’ll probably try to handle everything on your own.”
Squall: (I probably will.)
Rinoa: “They know you too well. I do, too, although I haven’t been around you that long. Y’know, when you start thinking, you tend to frown like this.”
Squall: “I’m out of here.”
Rinoa: “Oh come on! I’m sorry! But really, we were saying that…well… You can’t handle everything on your own.”
Squall: “!!!”
Rinoa: “That’s it! Just let out anything! Anything… We want you to talk to us a little more. That’s all. Y’know, if there’s anything you want to tell us, or anything we can do, don’t hesitate to let us know. I know it’s not easy but I wish you would trust us, and rely on us a little more.”
Squall: (Am I that untrusting…? Maybe I’m this way because I’m scared. Nothing lasts in this world. It feels great to have friends who believe in you, and adults you can rely on. That’s why it’s so dangerous, especially if you become used to it. Someday you’re bound to lose everything. Everybody around you will be gone. Then what are you left with? Nothing. Nobody… It’s so miserable. And it’s inevitable. It’s so hard to recover from something like that. I never ever want to deal with that again. I can’t. Even if it means being alone… …for the rest of my life.)
Rinoa: “What a night. Great music… Good-looking guy… Not only is he good-looking. He’s the sweetest guy…a great listener. Right now, he’s seriously thinking about what I said. He’s shy and doesn’t say anything, but I know. So, what do you think? None of our business?”
Squall: “I appreciate your concern… But…”
Rinoa: “No ‘buts’! Just think about this. This might be the only time we’ll all be together. So, as long as we’re together, we might as well enjoy each other’s company and…just talk, right?”
Squall: “…Just for now, huh? Forget it. I don’t want friends who won’t be around tomorrow.”
Rinoa: “Gosh, you’re such a pessimist. There are no guarantees in the future. That’s why TODAY, the time we have now, is important. Squall, we wanna help you, as much as we can, for as long as we can. We all love you. There, I said it. Please don’t freak out. We just wanna live, y’know, live through this time with you, together.”
Squall: “……Together…?”
Rinoa: “Keep it in the back of your mind. Call on us whenever you need to. We’ll be waiting. Like I said, who knows what’s gonna happen in the future…but I have a feeling we’ll be together for a while. So, what’s on your mind? Do you have any dreams, Squall? Anything you want to do with your life?”
Squall: (……I’ve never thought about it.) “That’s something I’d rather not talk about. What about you?”
Rinoa: “…I don’t know. I guess I’d rather not talk about the future, either. But right now…I wanna stay right here…like this.”
I don't see how they could create such an amazing fictional character with probably the greatest personality. Pretty much the main reason Final Fantasy VIII is my favorite game, solely because of the relationship between Squall and Rinoa. I need to play this game over once again to experience the excellent dialogue and the developing relationship between the two main characters. I wouldn't mind a relationship like this. Find me a Rinoa in real life and I'll give you $20.
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
AllchaosInc (9:49:34 PM): seriously ive never seen such wisdom
AllchaosInc (9:59:21 PM): once again, its not bragging if you tell the truth
AllchaosInc (11:21:35 PM): i like the way my roommate keeps restarting the work cause something fucks up
AllchaosInc (11:21:39 PM): do it right fatass
AllchaosInc (11:50:58 PM): lol indicates a lack of interest
AllchaosInc (11:51:06 PM): you cannot talk and not be interested
AllchaosInc (11:17:58 PM): fucking girls and their soc majors
AllchaosInc (11:18:06 PM): that wont help you cook me chinese food bitch
AllchaosInc (12:55:10 AM): rape: when sex just doesnt work out
AllchaosInc (1:01:46 AM): ive realized that i
AllchaosInc (1:01:48 AM): hate people
IZ4lyfe (1:02:03 AM): ... just now?
IZ4lyfe (1:02:13 AM): what happened?
AllchaosInc (1:02:41 AM): oh nothing special, it just came to me
AllchaosInc (1:02:48 AM): i was just like FUCK THIS WORLD
iz: yeah i would be afraid if i didn't know me
rj: i know you and i'm still afraid
IZ4lyfe (12:50:40 AM): this conversation is disgusting
AllchaosInc (12:50:48 AM): yeah we are fucked up
iz: i seriously hate doing that and people look at you like wtf
rj: just cause they're mere humans
iz: they do not possess the ability to have higher level thinking like we do
rj: they cannot comprehend the ways of the universe as we do
AllchaosInc (6:27:09 PM): if this game does not get above average design merit i will lose (even more) faith in humanity
AllchaosInc (6:28:34 PM): if i cannot afford a country after this book is published, well...
AllchaosInc (6:28:37 PM): /admin
AllchaosInc (6:28:38 PM): hehehehe
AllchaosInc (12:01:50 AM): damon ripped off nerons face, revealing the dragon he had fought in his dreams.
rj: and thuy is there
iz: holy fuck seriously she is a goddess
rj: that's convenient seeing as we are gods
IZ4lyfe (8:21:18 PM): holy ides of march today is
AllchaosInc (8:21:38 PM): i bet i will suddenly get stabbed on the way to get food tonight
AllchaosInc (11:21:35 PM): i like the way my roommate keeps restarting the work cause something fucks up
AllchaosInc (11:21:39 PM): do it right fatass
AllchaosInc (11:50:58 PM): lol indicates a lack of interest
AllchaosInc (11:51:06 PM): you cannot talk and not be interested
AllchaosInc (11:17:58 PM): fucking girls and their soc majors
AllchaosInc (11:18:06 PM): that wont help you cook me chinese food bitch
AllchaosInc (12:55:10 AM): rape: when sex just doesnt work out
AllchaosInc (1:01:46 AM): ive realized that i
AllchaosInc (1:01:48 AM): hate people
IZ4lyfe (1:02:03 AM): ... just now?
IZ4lyfe (1:02:13 AM): what happened?
AllchaosInc (1:02:41 AM): oh nothing special, it just came to me
AllchaosInc (1:02:48 AM): i was just like FUCK THIS WORLD
iz: yeah i would be afraid if i didn't know me
rj: i know you and i'm still afraid
IZ4lyfe (12:50:40 AM): this conversation is disgusting
AllchaosInc (12:50:48 AM): yeah we are fucked up
iz: i seriously hate doing that and people look at you like wtf
rj: just cause they're mere humans
iz: they do not possess the ability to have higher level thinking like we do
rj: they cannot comprehend the ways of the universe as we do
AllchaosInc (6:27:09 PM): if this game does not get above average design merit i will lose (even more) faith in humanity
AllchaosInc (6:28:34 PM): if i cannot afford a country after this book is published, well...
AllchaosInc (6:28:37 PM): /admin
AllchaosInc (6:28:38 PM): hehehehe
AllchaosInc (12:01:50 AM): damon ripped off nerons face, revealing the dragon he had fought in his dreams.
rj: and thuy is there
iz: holy fuck seriously she is a goddess
rj: that's convenient seeing as we are gods
IZ4lyfe (8:21:18 PM): holy ides of march today is
AllchaosInc (8:21:38 PM): i bet i will suddenly get stabbed on the way to get food tonight
Friday, March 6, 2009
AllchaosInc (11:06:55 PM): that is FUCKING funny
AllchaosInc (12:14:23 AM): my friend is trying to convert me again
AllchaosInc (12:14:32 AM): im sorry, im an autotheist
IZ4lyfe (7:15:46 PM): wow that's all the interesting stuff i wrote? fuck
AllchaosInc (7:16:01 PM): its okay we've written 45k words of greatness
IZ4lyfe (11:34:37 PM): Today, after being in the hospital for 2 days with no visitors, I got my first phone call. It was my best friend asking if he could date my ex girlfriend. FML
AllchaosInc (11:34:54 PM): sorry
AllchaosInc (10:32:51 PM): sacrificing math skills to hang with a hot girl is a worthwhile exchange in my opinion
IZ4lyfe (11:16:47 PM): [x^2 + 5/ x^2 - 5]^2 * - 60x / (x^2 - 5)^2
AllchaosInc (11:19:10 PM): whew that was right
AllchaosInc (11:19:17 PM): you seriously have no life wow
IZ4lyfe (12:25:08 AM): have you ever heard those coaches say i want you go to give 110%?
IZ4lyfe (12:25:11 AM): well they weren't good at math
AllchaosInc (12:27:14 AM): thats why they teach pe
AllchaosInc (9:09:15 PM): why the fuck is it already 9
IZ4lyfe (9:09:23 PM): dude seriously wow
AllchaosInc (9:10:27 PM): i need some alcohol
IZ4lyfe (2:15:24 PM): or maybe you could say he subconsciously developed feelings for her until that time, when they finally emerged
AllchaosInc (2:15:33 PM): thats a good one
AllchaosInc (2:15:51 PM): more like he was...hmm, unconscious, she wont know what im gonna do right now
IZ4lyfe (2:18:04 PM): WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE TALKING ABO?UT
IZ4lyfe (2:18:09 PM): wtf question mark?
AllchaosInc (2:18:20 PM): even the computer is confused
iz: seriously holy shit i can wake up and just expect something bad to happen in the day
rj: even in my dreams i think about gods next plan to fuck me over
IZ4lyfe (12:17:34 AM): pay me in alcohol, cuase i fucking need it
AllchaosInc (12:17:47 AM): you think if i had any, id be studying for calc right now?
AllchaosInc (12:18:15 AM): i would be fucking throwing white balls into glasses
AllchaosInc (2:55:49 AM): seriously dude...if ever i cant get to sleep i will write a history paper
AllchaosInc (1:25:05 AM): how many "lol"'s do i have to say
AllchaosInc (1:25:11 AM): to let the personknow i dont care
AllchaosInc (6:20:17 PM): my dad added my on facebook right
AllchaosInc (6:20:27 PM): but then he saw my status which said "got raped by his calc midterm"
AllchaosInc (6:20:33 PM): and took me off his friends
AllchaosInc (2:00:37 PM): time to do nothing for the next 3 days
AllchaosInc (2:00:44 PM): food time brb
IZ4lyfe (2:00:45 PM): time to tk for the next 3 days*
IZ4lyfe (2:00:47 PM): k
AllchaosInc (2:01:00 PM): thanks for that fixing of my typo
AllchaosInc (12:14:32 AM): im sorry, im an autotheist
IZ4lyfe (7:15:46 PM): wow that's all the interesting stuff i wrote? fuck
AllchaosInc (7:16:01 PM): its okay we've written 45k words of greatness
IZ4lyfe (11:34:37 PM): Today, after being in the hospital for 2 days with no visitors, I got my first phone call. It was my best friend asking if he could date my ex girlfriend. FML
AllchaosInc (11:34:54 PM): sorry
AllchaosInc (10:32:51 PM): sacrificing math skills to hang with a hot girl is a worthwhile exchange in my opinion
IZ4lyfe (11:16:47 PM): [x^2 + 5/ x^2 - 5]^2 * - 60x / (x^2 - 5)^2
AllchaosInc (11:19:10 PM): whew that was right
AllchaosInc (11:19:17 PM): you seriously have no life wow
IZ4lyfe (12:25:08 AM): have you ever heard those coaches say i want you go to give 110%?
IZ4lyfe (12:25:11 AM): well they weren't good at math
AllchaosInc (12:27:14 AM): thats why they teach pe
AllchaosInc (9:09:15 PM): why the fuck is it already 9
IZ4lyfe (9:09:23 PM): dude seriously wow
AllchaosInc (9:10:27 PM): i need some alcohol
IZ4lyfe (2:15:24 PM): or maybe you could say he subconsciously developed feelings for her until that time, when they finally emerged
AllchaosInc (2:15:33 PM): thats a good one
AllchaosInc (2:15:51 PM): more like he was...hmm, unconscious, she wont know what im gonna do right now
IZ4lyfe (2:18:04 PM): WHAT THE FUCK ARE WE TALKING ABO?UT
IZ4lyfe (2:18:09 PM): wtf question mark?
AllchaosInc (2:18:20 PM): even the computer is confused
iz: seriously holy shit i can wake up and just expect something bad to happen in the day
rj: even in my dreams i think about gods next plan to fuck me over
IZ4lyfe (12:17:34 AM): pay me in alcohol, cuase i fucking need it
AllchaosInc (12:17:47 AM): you think if i had any, id be studying for calc right now?
AllchaosInc (12:18:15 AM): i would be fucking throwing white balls into glasses
AllchaosInc (2:55:49 AM): seriously dude...if ever i cant get to sleep i will write a history paper
AllchaosInc (1:25:05 AM): how many "lol"'s do i have to say
AllchaosInc (1:25:11 AM): to let the personknow i dont care
AllchaosInc (6:20:17 PM): my dad added my on facebook right
AllchaosInc (6:20:27 PM): but then he saw my status which said "got raped by his calc midterm"
AllchaosInc (6:20:33 PM): and took me off his friends
AllchaosInc (2:00:37 PM): time to do nothing for the next 3 days
AllchaosInc (2:00:44 PM): food time brb
IZ4lyfe (2:00:45 PM): time to tk for the next 3 days*
IZ4lyfe (2:00:47 PM): k
AllchaosInc (2:01:00 PM): thanks for that fixing of my typo
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