Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
allchaos: i just created an account on mylifeisaverage because i feel i can contribute. MLIA.
IZ4lyfe (5:29:30 PM): ugh kim and i were having another discussion about which gender is better
IZ4lyfe (5:29:36 PM): i think everyone knows boys are better than girls
AllchaosInc (5:29:41 PM): discussion?...theres no argument
AllchaosInc (6:25:30 PM): wtf is up with her capslock
AllchaosInc (6:25:37 PM): theres a button that turns that off
AllchaosInc (8:48:05 PM): youtube is the worst invention ever...my grades get destroyed because of it
IZ4lyfe (8:48:29 PM): that would be a fucking great paper topic
AllchaosInc (8:48:40 PM): that would never get finished
AllchaosInc (10:32:12 PM): fun = FUCKING WASTED
IZ4lyfe (5:29:36 PM): i think everyone knows boys are better than girls
AllchaosInc (5:29:41 PM): discussion?...theres no argument
AllchaosInc (6:25:30 PM): wtf is up with her capslock
AllchaosInc (6:25:37 PM): theres a button that turns that off
AllchaosInc (8:48:05 PM): youtube is the worst invention ever...my grades get destroyed because of it
IZ4lyfe (8:48:29 PM): that would be a fucking great paper topic
AllchaosInc (8:48:40 PM): that would never get finished
AllchaosInc (10:32:12 PM): fun = FUCKING WASTED
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
It's Amazing
Today in the intramural league we won against the only team we've lost against. I don't remember the exact score of that game, but i think it was 47-45. We lost in the last eleven seconds too... how depressing, but today was another story. It was a close game the whole way; we were leading 31-25 at halftime, and they caught up. It was 45-43 with five seconds left and we still had a foul to give. Their possession, my teammate fouls him. They inbound the ball to this one guy and the refs call a foul on one of my teammates. Two shots. He made the first one. The score now is 45-44. No pressure... he missed the second and one of my teammates gets the rebound. It's over, we won.
I was in a really good mood afterward and decided I should tell my friends about our victory, and I came up with a list of zero people. This actually would have been a pretty good time to celebrate with the girlfriend I don't have either. Oh well... one day I'll find you, Rinoa.
I was in a really good mood afterward and decided I should tell my friends about our victory, and I came up with a list of zero people. This actually would have been a pretty good time to celebrate with the girlfriend I don't have either. Oh well... one day I'll find you, Rinoa.
Monday, April 20, 2009
Kisara
In my life time, I will successfully summon a Blue-Eyes White Dragon.
This is more of my romantic side speaking, well, if I even have one. I kinda pictured my relationship with my future significant other to start out this way. She'll be captured by some people and locked in a cage, where I happen to be wandering around and discover her, completely helpless. Using my great wisdom and desire to set her free, I find a way to release her, and we try to escape. I'm not much of a stealthy person, so of course we're gonna end up being chased by the people that locked her up in the first place. After awhile, I'm gonna figure that it'd be better off to just let her go alone, only to get captured by those guys. Bad decision, but, I'll look to the sky and see this white dragon destroying that village, and the guys that captured me are gonna disperse. Then I'm not gonna see her for a long time.
How sad, but later on in the future, I'll be the head of this village and I'll capture commoners who look suspicious, but one girl is gonna seem familiar to me. At that point, I'll be searching my memories to see if I remember who she is. Then I'll hear some people telling me she holds the spirit of the Blue-Eyes White Dragon within her. Of course, it makes sense with her long, white hair and blue eyes. She's going to end up in prison, where this evil guy is trying to see if she really does possess the power of the Blue-Eyes by forcing her to duel other prisoners. No, I can't let that happen. I'll have to interfere by jumping into the arena and summoning my all-powerful Duos to protect her, because she's too afraid to release the White Dragon. We just got into this predicament, and yeah, I think she'll have to summon it, and she does to save us. Thanks.
But not too long after, I'm gonna get sent into this portal with this evil guy and end up at this temple-like place, where the guy is telling me I should kill her and extract the White Dragon from her. No, why would I do that, especially since I feel I've developed this sort of strong bond with her? She'll come running towards the temple to try and save me from this evil guy's influence. The evil guy witnesses our strong bond in action as we declare our loyalty to each other and partner up against him, and he'll summon some ridiculous monster, too powerful for my Duos to handle. The girl I've developed this deep bond with will then summon the Blue-Eyes White Dragon out of rage, but only for it to almost become sealed in stone. At that point, the evil guy's monster will shoot an attack directly at me, but she'll come and sacrifice herself to save me, sealing her power in stone forever. But before then, she'll promise me her power will always be available to me, and that she'll always be with me in that way. Thanks for saving me.
No not really, this is just the story of Kisara, the spirit of the Blue-Eyes White Dragon. I wouldn't mind having a story like that too, cause I'm sure if I met a girl like her, it wouldn't be a one-way street. She'll actually sacrifice herself for me too? That's always a plus.
This is more of my romantic side speaking, well, if I even have one. I kinda pictured my relationship with my future significant other to start out this way. She'll be captured by some people and locked in a cage, where I happen to be wandering around and discover her, completely helpless. Using my great wisdom and desire to set her free, I find a way to release her, and we try to escape. I'm not much of a stealthy person, so of course we're gonna end up being chased by the people that locked her up in the first place. After awhile, I'm gonna figure that it'd be better off to just let her go alone, only to get captured by those guys. Bad decision, but, I'll look to the sky and see this white dragon destroying that village, and the guys that captured me are gonna disperse. Then I'm not gonna see her for a long time.
How sad, but later on in the future, I'll be the head of this village and I'll capture commoners who look suspicious, but one girl is gonna seem familiar to me. At that point, I'll be searching my memories to see if I remember who she is. Then I'll hear some people telling me she holds the spirit of the Blue-Eyes White Dragon within her. Of course, it makes sense with her long, white hair and blue eyes. She's going to end up in prison, where this evil guy is trying to see if she really does possess the power of the Blue-Eyes by forcing her to duel other prisoners. No, I can't let that happen. I'll have to interfere by jumping into the arena and summoning my all-powerful Duos to protect her, because she's too afraid to release the White Dragon. We just got into this predicament, and yeah, I think she'll have to summon it, and she does to save us. Thanks.
But not too long after, I'm gonna get sent into this portal with this evil guy and end up at this temple-like place, where the guy is telling me I should kill her and extract the White Dragon from her. No, why would I do that, especially since I feel I've developed this sort of strong bond with her? She'll come running towards the temple to try and save me from this evil guy's influence. The evil guy witnesses our strong bond in action as we declare our loyalty to each other and partner up against him, and he'll summon some ridiculous monster, too powerful for my Duos to handle. The girl I've developed this deep bond with will then summon the Blue-Eyes White Dragon out of rage, but only for it to almost become sealed in stone. At that point, the evil guy's monster will shoot an attack directly at me, but she'll come and sacrifice herself to save me, sealing her power in stone forever. But before then, she'll promise me her power will always be available to me, and that she'll always be with me in that way. Thanks for saving me.
No not really, this is just the story of Kisara, the spirit of the Blue-Eyes White Dragon. I wouldn't mind having a story like that too, cause I'm sure if I met a girl like her, it wouldn't be a one-way street. She'll actually sacrifice herself for me too? That's always a plus.
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
No One Cares
I woke up this morning around 7:20. Whoops, I'm a little late for my 8 AM class. I get there around 8:30 to see the prompt on the board, that basically had something to do with freewriting about a highly personal issue in your life that you wouldn't normally talk about. He then started explaining what we were to do. First off, we had to choose a classmate of the opposite sex to address our letter to; it makes sense cause if guys were gonna pair up with guys, there would be nothing to talk about. After that we were supposed to start writing for ten minutes.
I thought to myself, There's only one thing I can think of right now to write that quickly about. What a great way to write down some of my thoughts for future reference. I wrote for the time allowed, and stopped, but didn't get anywhere far with only ten minutes. Then we exchanged papers with our partners we chose. Well, what the hell? I thought he was kidding about choosing a partner. I thought it was a joke. It didn't seem like it meant anything. But why the hell would we write about some major issue and discuss it? It's an English class, not Psychology. I had Psychology immediately following, so I was a little confused about which class I was in.
Later we discussed it with the class. He asked us which groups (our pairs were to partner up with another pair to form a group after we shared with our partners) were specific in their explanations of their issues and who was general. Most people seemed pretty general, of course, it makes sense to be. Then he took some opinions, and this one guy's opinion really stood out to me. He said something like, deep down inside, we want to express our problems and our feelings to an audience because no one's just gonna ignore it and everyone's gonna care.
How about not? It went against him that he didn't express his "major issue". But really, no one cares. I bet the girl that read what I wrote probably already forgot everything, cause why would she care? Same goes to her. I didn't even really know what she was talking about, so my response was a little difficult to write. I think everyone's pretty selfish. If some random person is gonna come up to you and talk about their lives, would you care? Most likely not, and I don't know why it makes that person comfortable to discuss some personal issue with just anyone. If you really need to get it out that bad, there's these things called walls you could talk to. But, to be a little nicer, there's also word processors on computers to type your thoughts so you could read them at some other time.
I think the next thing I'm gonna write about is the Ten Point Grading Scale. I would do it now, but it's kinda weird to write two blog posts in one day. It'll probably be a little more interesting than this one.
I thought to myself, There's only one thing I can think of right now to write that quickly about. What a great way to write down some of my thoughts for future reference. I wrote for the time allowed, and stopped, but didn't get anywhere far with only ten minutes. Then we exchanged papers with our partners we chose. Well, what the hell? I thought he was kidding about choosing a partner. I thought it was a joke. It didn't seem like it meant anything. But why the hell would we write about some major issue and discuss it? It's an English class, not Psychology. I had Psychology immediately following, so I was a little confused about which class I was in.
Later we discussed it with the class. He asked us which groups (our pairs were to partner up with another pair to form a group after we shared with our partners) were specific in their explanations of their issues and who was general. Most people seemed pretty general, of course, it makes sense to be. Then he took some opinions, and this one guy's opinion really stood out to me. He said something like, deep down inside, we want to express our problems and our feelings to an audience because no one's just gonna ignore it and everyone's gonna care.
How about not? It went against him that he didn't express his "major issue". But really, no one cares. I bet the girl that read what I wrote probably already forgot everything, cause why would she care? Same goes to her. I didn't even really know what she was talking about, so my response was a little difficult to write. I think everyone's pretty selfish. If some random person is gonna come up to you and talk about their lives, would you care? Most likely not, and I don't know why it makes that person comfortable to discuss some personal issue with just anyone. If you really need to get it out that bad, there's these things called walls you could talk to. But, to be a little nicer, there's also word processors on computers to type your thoughts so you could read them at some other time.
I think the next thing I'm gonna write about is the Ten Point Grading Scale. I would do it now, but it's kinda weird to write two blog posts in one day. It'll probably be a little more interesting than this one.
Monday, March 30, 2009
These Are My Confessions
Yeah, I'm actually listening to the song as I'm writing this. I figured it'd be the appropriate song to play.
Albert and I were talking last night, since we were taking a quick three hour work break, and one of the topics that came up was drinking, of course. He mentioned that when you're really drunk you end up confessing a lot of stuff on your mind. Really? Well this came up cause he wanted to see Darryl drunk, and see what he would confess. Everyone wants to see Darryl drunk, and hell, even I wanna see Darryl drunk, but I'm pretty sure I'd be drunk beside him so it's not like I'd remember anything.
So, I thought this was kinda interesting. I'm not like a binge drinker or anything, but I think sometimes it's just pretty fun. I wanna try this sometime and see what I have to confess, and have other people, who are sober, witness this and tell me what I say. I think we can all agree I'm pretty closed off, but I'm sure there's like some kind of subconscious thoughts lost somewhere deep in my mind. I don't really have any secrets, except for like one thing that I still have on my mind, but I don't think I would talk about it with random people. We should definitely try this next time RJ comes back. Thursday nights at Albert's? Yes!
Albert and I were talking last night, since we were taking a quick three hour work break, and one of the topics that came up was drinking, of course. He mentioned that when you're really drunk you end up confessing a lot of stuff on your mind. Really? Well this came up cause he wanted to see Darryl drunk, and see what he would confess. Everyone wants to see Darryl drunk, and hell, even I wanna see Darryl drunk, but I'm pretty sure I'd be drunk beside him so it's not like I'd remember anything.
So, I thought this was kinda interesting. I'm not like a binge drinker or anything, but I think sometimes it's just pretty fun. I wanna try this sometime and see what I have to confess, and have other people, who are sober, witness this and tell me what I say. I think we can all agree I'm pretty closed off, but I'm sure there's like some kind of subconscious thoughts lost somewhere deep in my mind. I don't really have any secrets, except for like one thing that I still have on my mind, but I don't think I would talk about it with random people. We should definitely try this next time RJ comes back. Thursday nights at Albert's? Yes!
Monday, March 23, 2009
Rinoa
Squall: “You wanted to talk about something, right? What is it?”
Rinoa: “Umm…well it’s about your promotion. Things are gonna get real tough for you, huh?”
Squall: (I don’t want to think about it.)
Rinoa: “Squall, I’m sure there’ll be a lot of difficult things that you’ll have to deal with from now on. We were talking about that, and saying how you’ll probably try to handle everything on your own.”
Squall: (I probably will.)
Rinoa: “They know you too well. I do, too, although I haven’t been around you that long. Y’know, when you start thinking, you tend to frown like this.”
Squall: “I’m out of here.”
Rinoa: “Oh come on! I’m sorry! But really, we were saying that…well… You can’t handle everything on your own.”
Squall: “!!!”
Rinoa: “That’s it! Just let out anything! Anything… We want you to talk to us a little more. That’s all. Y’know, if there’s anything you want to tell us, or anything we can do, don’t hesitate to let us know. I know it’s not easy but I wish you would trust us, and rely on us a little more.”
Squall: (Am I that untrusting…? Maybe I’m this way because I’m scared. Nothing lasts in this world. It feels great to have friends who believe in you, and adults you can rely on. That’s why it’s so dangerous, especially if you become used to it. Someday you’re bound to lose everything. Everybody around you will be gone. Then what are you left with? Nothing. Nobody… It’s so miserable. And it’s inevitable. It’s so hard to recover from something like that. I never ever want to deal with that again. I can’t. Even if it means being alone… …for the rest of my life.)
Rinoa: “What a night. Great music… Good-looking guy… Not only is he good-looking. He’s the sweetest guy…a great listener. Right now, he’s seriously thinking about what I said. He’s shy and doesn’t say anything, but I know. So, what do you think? None of our business?”
Squall: “I appreciate your concern… But…”
Rinoa: “No ‘buts’! Just think about this. This might be the only time we’ll all be together. So, as long as we’re together, we might as well enjoy each other’s company and…just talk, right?”
Squall: “…Just for now, huh? Forget it. I don’t want friends who won’t be around tomorrow.”
Rinoa: “Gosh, you’re such a pessimist. There are no guarantees in the future. That’s why TODAY, the time we have now, is important. Squall, we wanna help you, as much as we can, for as long as we can. We all love you. There, I said it. Please don’t freak out. We just wanna live, y’know, live through this time with you, together.”
Squall: “……Together…?”
Rinoa: “Keep it in the back of your mind. Call on us whenever you need to. We’ll be waiting. Like I said, who knows what’s gonna happen in the future…but I have a feeling we’ll be together for a while. So, what’s on your mind? Do you have any dreams, Squall? Anything you want to do with your life?”
Squall: (……I’ve never thought about it.) “That’s something I’d rather not talk about. What about you?”
Rinoa: “…I don’t know. I guess I’d rather not talk about the future, either. But right now…I wanna stay right here…like this.”
I don't see how they could create such an amazing fictional character with probably the greatest personality. Pretty much the main reason Final Fantasy VIII is my favorite game, solely because of the relationship between Squall and Rinoa. I need to play this game over once again to experience the excellent dialogue and the developing relationship between the two main characters. I wouldn't mind a relationship like this. Find me a Rinoa in real life and I'll give you $20.
Rinoa: “Umm…well it’s about your promotion. Things are gonna get real tough for you, huh?”
Squall: (I don’t want to think about it.)
Rinoa: “Squall, I’m sure there’ll be a lot of difficult things that you’ll have to deal with from now on. We were talking about that, and saying how you’ll probably try to handle everything on your own.”
Squall: (I probably will.)
Rinoa: “They know you too well. I do, too, although I haven’t been around you that long. Y’know, when you start thinking, you tend to frown like this.”
Squall: “I’m out of here.”
Rinoa: “Oh come on! I’m sorry! But really, we were saying that…well… You can’t handle everything on your own.”
Squall: “!!!”
Rinoa: “That’s it! Just let out anything! Anything… We want you to talk to us a little more. That’s all. Y’know, if there’s anything you want to tell us, or anything we can do, don’t hesitate to let us know. I know it’s not easy but I wish you would trust us, and rely on us a little more.”
Squall: (Am I that untrusting…? Maybe I’m this way because I’m scared. Nothing lasts in this world. It feels great to have friends who believe in you, and adults you can rely on. That’s why it’s so dangerous, especially if you become used to it. Someday you’re bound to lose everything. Everybody around you will be gone. Then what are you left with? Nothing. Nobody… It’s so miserable. And it’s inevitable. It’s so hard to recover from something like that. I never ever want to deal with that again. I can’t. Even if it means being alone… …for the rest of my life.)
Rinoa: “What a night. Great music… Good-looking guy… Not only is he good-looking. He’s the sweetest guy…a great listener. Right now, he’s seriously thinking about what I said. He’s shy and doesn’t say anything, but I know. So, what do you think? None of our business?”
Squall: “I appreciate your concern… But…”
Rinoa: “No ‘buts’! Just think about this. This might be the only time we’ll all be together. So, as long as we’re together, we might as well enjoy each other’s company and…just talk, right?”
Squall: “…Just for now, huh? Forget it. I don’t want friends who won’t be around tomorrow.”
Rinoa: “Gosh, you’re such a pessimist. There are no guarantees in the future. That’s why TODAY, the time we have now, is important. Squall, we wanna help you, as much as we can, for as long as we can. We all love you. There, I said it. Please don’t freak out. We just wanna live, y’know, live through this time with you, together.”
Squall: “……Together…?”
Rinoa: “Keep it in the back of your mind. Call on us whenever you need to. We’ll be waiting. Like I said, who knows what’s gonna happen in the future…but I have a feeling we’ll be together for a while. So, what’s on your mind? Do you have any dreams, Squall? Anything you want to do with your life?”
Squall: (……I’ve never thought about it.) “That’s something I’d rather not talk about. What about you?”
Rinoa: “…I don’t know. I guess I’d rather not talk about the future, either. But right now…I wanna stay right here…like this.”
I don't see how they could create such an amazing fictional character with probably the greatest personality. Pretty much the main reason Final Fantasy VIII is my favorite game, solely because of the relationship between Squall and Rinoa. I need to play this game over once again to experience the excellent dialogue and the developing relationship between the two main characters. I wouldn't mind a relationship like this. Find me a Rinoa in real life and I'll give you $20.
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